So I have neglected to inform anyone what has been going on in my life the past like month. The most exciting thing would have to be turning 20. My baby came to see me and we went out to dinner.  Later that weekend we went to see some movies.  Pink Panther = Good Brokeback Mountain = Horribly Bad and Scary......So other than that we just hung out and had fun....minus the crying and argueing...but that all got resolved.

Now like a week and a half later...I am lonely in Saginaw. Sarah actually stayed this weekend though. It is nice to have someone else around. We still haven't thought up anything to do though. The good thing is that I have gotten some studying done.  That is always a plus.

Today I need to go to the mall. I am going to get Ashley a travel guide thingy for her birthday cuz she is going to Europe in the fall. I was supposed to go too, but certain events have prevented that.  And while I am at the mall, I need to find something for Jeremy for his birthday.  He is so difficult to shop for.  I never know what to get him.  Hopefully something will just pop out saying Jeremy would love this.  But I highly doubt it.  I am comiing home on his birthday though. That is when our spring break begins.  So I will be home for like a week and a half. :) 

Well I should get moving today.  Need to go take a shower and all that good stuff.

~Me

back at school now. exciting stuff. i already miss my baby! :( it was nice being home for a while. i had to work alot...but i also got to spend like every day with jeremy. so that is always positive. jeremy got his new house too..it is really nice...i really like it

so classes start tomorrow. my first class isn't until 6. most of my classes are at night this semester. don't know how im going to like that. but what am i going to do. that was the only time the classes were offered. so oh well.

tonight im not sure what im going to do. probably just relax and get some sleep..cuz im sleepppy....its sleeeppppy time.

anyways....sorrry for not writing very much...just not in the mood i guess.

me

Finals are finally over! I finished on Wednesday....and came home that night..well went to Jeremy's house and stayed there...which is actually where i am right now. i did go home though...i haven't been here the whole time. anywho...im so glad that finals are over. i ended up getting a b- in chem, a in chem lab, a in soc, and a in comm....still awaiting the most important one though...english. i have to get a b+ in order to keep my scholarship...cross your fingers.

so yesterday jeremy came and picked me up...looking damn fine! we went to see harry potter. it was alright..the books are definetly much better. then we came back to his house and cleaned and packed. he is movin soon! im excited for him. so we got alot done last night but there is still alot to do.

today i think that im going to go see king kong with my dad...and possibly shopping with my mumma...maybe she will buy me some goodies. :) cuz im broke:( oh well...

so jeremy is in the shower then he is going to take me home. fun fun.  to all of you still taking finals, good luck!

me

T’was the night before finals, and all through the college, the students were praying for the last minute knowledge.  Most were quite sleepy, but none touched their beds, while visions of essays danced in their heads.

Out in the taverns, a few were still drinking, and hoping that liquor would loosen their thinking.  In my own room I had been pacing, and dreading exams I soon would be facing.  My roommate was speechless; her nose in her books, and my comments to her drew unfriendly looks.  Her spirit was careless, her manner was mellow, all of a sudden, she started to bellow, “On Cliff’s notes, on Crib notes, On Last Year Exams, On Wing-It and Sling-It and Last Minute Crams.”

Her message delivered, she vanished from sight, but we heard her laughing outside in the night.  “Your teachers have pegged you, so just do your best, Happy Finals to All and to All a Good Test.” 

Isn’t that a nice little story.  All I know is that finals suck.  I will be so excited when they are over.  I have my Chemistry and Sociology finals tomorrow.  My chemistry one is going to be a bitch.  My sociology one shouldn’t be too bad hopefully.  But really after tomorrow, I should be a little less stressed.  Even though my English teacher is a Nazi, the final shouldn’t take that much.  And Communication should be extremely good…I hope at least. 

So anyways…we all have to pray that it doesn’t snow.  If it snows then Jeremy isn’t going to come up to see me tomorrow night and I will be sad.  Even though, I will definitely get to see him by Wednesday anyways.  I’m excited, I miss him so much.

Well I should get back to more studying…cuz I am lame like that.  I get to go get a stress free exam breakfast at ten tonight though.  I can’t wait.  For all of you in college, hope your exams go good too!

Me

Wow

It has been a hell of a week.  It was the last week of classes before exams.  The semester is finally winding down to an end.  I can’t wait until it’s over.  I still have a ton of shit to do though.  I have to finish writing my big paper for English.  I really hate that class and every English class.  Then I have to write another paper for that class on the sixth sense.  Plus I need to study everything we have done in that class from the notes that I don’t exactly have.  That should be loads of excitement.  Then I have to study like I’ve never studied before for my chemistry test.  I need to get an 86 on the test to get a B in the class.  I know you all think well and 86 isn’t that bad, but the highest I’ve gotten so far is an 81.  So I don’t know what I’m going to do exactly.  But if I want to keep my scholarship I have to get a B in both of those classes.  I have studying to do for my other two classes, but I don’t think that they will be a problem.  I have an A in both right now.  So I’m good!

Jeremy got back from Ohio.  He was gone way longer than I expected, but I did get to see him a few times.  He is at home now though, working some more.  He is my sexy working man.  But we have had some problems this past week.  This is partly due to me being entirely overemotional.  I have cried like every day this week.  Well I can’t even say cry…I have bawled.  Yeh I’m that bad! So this mad Jeremy kind of mad cuz I was bitching at him a lot.  Then him being away has kind of been a problem.  I don’t know why but I feel like I need him all the time.  I know I don’t and I know his work has to come first…I’m just messed up like that right now.  I have made a decision that I will try harder to stand behind him and his decisions though.  I know we can make it through this cuz I love him and he loves me.  So we can do it.

Besides all of that, I went to APO induction on Sunday.  It kinda sucked…I found out that my ex-little is talking crap about me.  It’s always nice to find out people hate you.  So then afterwards we went to Bennigans and got thrown in the corner by ourselves.  It was just Nick, Ash, and I.  So that was exciting. 

This weekend should be interesting.  Tomorrow I am going to a Chem study session..  Hopefully it will be helpful.  Then I plan on studying for Chem most of the day, and maybe working on English crap for a little bit.  Then on Sunday, I am going to Kyle’s graduation.  Yes he is finally a Mechanical Engineer.  Must be nice to be done with school and have a job.  One day that will be me.  Probably not for a very long time though. 

Well I should be going.  As you can see I have plenty of work to do.  Hope to see and hear from some of you New Haven peoples soon. 

Me